And once again despair is kissing me
With her cold ghostly lips
My own destruction is leading me to my grave
That I digged for many times
And once again I'm becoming a spectral thought
Forgotten, sad, miserable shit
As I fall into the black spheres among lonely memories
You've broken us, piece by piece
The score of my soundtrack is written by blood
Music of suicide written in red
I did it myself, my wrists are also opened
And like my tears, it's cascading
Everything has been lost
Behind us, On my kness, hands on my face
The sun is appearing into the spring morning
Where I'm lying there's just nothing than my dust
Now you don't care about him
You live on the other side of feelings
But our February snow
Is now covering my lifeless body
Nostalgia.
My_Ishtar
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01:54 12-01-2021
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Morari-I Am Devastation
This day, I ride the heavens
Undressed by death
Undone by life
Unloved by solace
A lust to see it all burn
Devastation in my wake
Nothing left but ruins
Ashes of an ephemeral dream
Scattered through the stars
Holding on to your promise
I yearn for your wings
Reaching out for your hands
I am calling from beyond
Still alive
All around the dark
Louder and louder the stars collapse
Their cries split the space between us
This unending void we call home
Morari-Heart
Fragility
The inner pieces I once held
Lost to the musings
Of its tragic design
What lurks within
Desire and deceit
The yearning of another pulse
Guides the impulse of the shell
The heart cannot be tamed
The heart will not understand your reason
The heart won't mend your brokenness
It can only set you free
My_Ishtar
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01:55 12-01-2021
)
Morari-A Fragile Prayer
I pray that the flower ne'er wilt
I pray that the warmth of spring ne'er fade
But the waters, they keep falling away
Every drop wasted
I pray that the flower ne'er wilt
I pray that the spring ne'er fade
But my time, like water it falls away
So I pray
And I pray
And I pray away
Morari-Primal
So falls the order of man
Forfeit to a time once lost
Succumb to nature's darkness
Herald its true form
Hail the age of strife
In the absence of light
Comes the dawn of the dark
We crawl as beasts
Under a blackened spell
Forevermore entombed
The ancient land reclaims it's throne
My_Ishtar
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01:56 12-01-2021
)
Morari-Ichor
Reach and claw inside
The furthest reaches of my mind
To seek the very truth
To defy the hands above
To let fate decide
To be designed to die
The stars will die tonight
We will tear them down
Write our own fate in the sky
The blood of the gods running through our veins
The stars will die tonight
We will tear them down
Write our own fate in the sky
Morari-Sorrow and Joy
On the other side
I wait patiently
So close to you
I can hear your breathing
Time passes by my eyes
Light has ceased to keep me warm
There is no life without you
There is no light until the end
End of the road
Until I see you again
My_Ishtar
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03:00 31-01-2021
)
Vjuga-Rotten: Thousand Times "Good Night"
i'll bind my wounds with a tourniquet
away
teach me love
feed me feed me
say "goodnight"
close your eyes
teach me love feed me an empty promise
good night good night
a thousand times
wish me sweet dreams
sweet dreams
stop screaming promise
Vjuga-Rotten: Godforsaken
In my chest for a long time not a knock
In my chest for a long time not a knock but thunder
I was not right when talked about love.
I was not right when talked about love.
About love
Let me out or poison tough
Like an ax hit the sea which froze in me
You will not laughing
Let my fleet sink to the bottom
In my cabin cut my throat
When I touch stones with a load
With a smile I remember your eyes
let me out
Let my fleet sink to the bottom
In my cabin cut my throat
When I touch stones with a load
You will watch laughing
With a smile
Lying lifeless
Vjuga-On a Vision or in None
Devour my own time
I burn white poison as a crime
Dreams other people's clog my lungs
My hands single burning tongues
Can't call your name
Could point the way
If is not the black hole
There was happy everyone
Inhale pouring from the eyes
The walls of bones are taller
Candles burn in skulls and braincase
The walls of bones are taller
Candles burn in skulls and braincase
Turn my neck
Look how everything is arrange inside
Spine crunch attracts you all
Turn my neck
My_Ishtar
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03:02 31-01-2021
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Vjuga-Nurtured in a House Sin
Say something to me
Can call my name
Feel wind from the sea
I feel the same in my mind
In my mind
You stroking my hair
Looking at sunrise
These sparks are everywhere
Better close my eyes like a blind
Like a blind
i'm standing on top
life - on the other side
two steps forward
and i can fly
and i can fly
Save my life
Vjuga-Closeness
night has not come yet
I'm not afraid
I'm afraid
white walls everywhere
I would not be alone
alone
outcome stays here
throw a stone, disappear
outcome stays here
throw a stone ooh
will leave the waves
I see my contempt in my reflection
The nights not come yet
The night has not come yet
I'm not afraid
will leave the waves
I see my contempt, see my contempt
The nights not come yet, not come yet
will leave the waves
white walls everywhere. Afraid
Night today has not come yet
Святогор
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22:13 07-02-2021
) Grima - Devotion to Lord
В глуши лесов лежит истинный мрак и покой,
Cтарое сердце недвижно.
Лики застыли на тысячелетних древах.
Я чувствую магию.
О Грима могущественный,
Твоя воля есть мое повеление,
Я слышу твой зов, за пределом мирного конца,
Твоя тень покрывает великие земли.
Я буду служить тебе!
О Грима могущественный!
Abstract_Dream
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16:46 04-03-2021
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Deadspace - Mouth of Scorpions
Destined for depths deeper, darker than thoughts
Tongues of black flame lick wounds to wrought
Pray for acid rain
Pray for death
And I will wait for desolation
Feral contagion
Famine to sweep us from repose
Spit venom atop the harvest
And cursed the one the sun dissolves
Dissolve the wasted tears of the world
A world in destitution
In mourning, hatred, aching,
The heartache, ruin, bloodshed
To rape the feeble thought there’s hope in her weeping
Cut....
My Arms....
Bleeding...more...
Life is against me...
Why am i still here....
Bleeding Life...Hopeless...
Ready to leave..
I'll never come back...
The final solution..
Will be my death....
Falling.....
Again...
Into another..life..
you are my...only..vice....
i love you
Cut....
Past the Point of Coming Back
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Why am i alive
I cut away, i try
Need to go away, and die
Dying is what i need
I'm too weak to go on....
Leave me...leave me here.....
I'm took weak..when you're near....
weakness is my..only fear...
Living life...moving in fear...
I hate what i've become
And i hate what you've become....
Why i've loved to feel number
I know there's more scars to come....
Cut....
Another Cut and my Problems will be Fixed.....
Why'd you have to go away
I can't go on another day
There's no one else for me to blame
I just wish i felt the same
LIFE
FALLS
APART
QUICKER
THAN I CAN
FIX
ANOTHER CUT
AND
MY
PROBLEMS
WILL BE FIXED
There is no solution
To this worthless life....
Abstract_Dream
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01:01 18-03-2021
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Cut....
I'm just like you...bleeding....
Dying...
Tired of this Life..
Blind Cruel Death
This Life Must End..
I Need Leave and Death....
Cut.......
I Die Again
I Cant Get Out
I Cant Get Enough
Lifeless...looking for a way out......
I'm Lost...Beyond a reasonable doubt....
Help me before i have to...
Why'd you lie every time i asked you...
Cut....
A Life of Pain....
Im dying too...
Im just like you...bleeding....
falling...
all over again.....
subjected to loss again....
im over it....
im over this....
but now..
things will change....
i know..
i wont.....
im lost in this place...
you've lost me again.......
falling back into the same routine....
im done with this..
ill be back later.......
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